bubble bubble toil and trouble

i'm trying to embrace this. having a tough time.

HOW THE FUCK DID I GET FOOD POISONING????

i eat nuts and drink profriggingtein shakes!(soy at that)i think it may have been the tuna, actually. i know that i am not posessed and that it is food poisoning. i don't like it. it had better get the hell outta my system pronto. i am not asking it anymore. now i am demanding this...this...whatever it is, leave now. and take a different mode than it has been accustomed.

poison leave me now. let me sleep.
here's where i'm still working out the rough edges. i could meditate this away. it will relax me enough to sleep soundly. i can muster the strength to type, but not sit my ass on the floor and make myself better. ok. i can do this. i WILL do this. i'm doing it.
i'm so sleepy. thank God for coca-cola and crushed ice. and for babies and sunny days. i have to go. i think john denver is trying to come back to earth in my body.